Being thirty something and coming back from a big downfall constantly seems like a uphill battle. With Christ as my guide, maybe my next thirty will be more honoring to Him, if I let Him have the control. If I will relinquish my control, I'll be FREE! Pray for me.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Refreshed
We had a wonderful lunch provided by the company I work for...I forgot to mention what I'm going through health wise. I've been experiencing severe neck pain since Wednesday before last. I thought it was a crick in my neck, probably from sleeping wrong. But it continued to hurt me Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and on Monday - I didn't go to work, because I was so nauseous from the pain.
When I returned to work on Tuesday, the ladies I work with were concerned and persuaded me to call and make an appointment. I made an appt and immediately left for the Dr. During the visit, I had some x-rays and the Dr. saw something that didn't satisfy him that resembled possible calcification that had formed from an injury or something similar to a fracture. That reminded me of an injury that I received about seven or eight weeks before while jumping on the trampoline with the kids. But it didn't cross my mind that it could have resulted in my neck hurting this time. Anyway, they set me up to see an orthopedic doctor the following day. I went and they did more x-rays. The Dr. wasn't satisfied enough, so he insisted that I get an MRI. In the meantime, I was not permitted to go back to work until we found out more. I am supposed to go on Monday, still waiting for the pre-certification of insurance to go through before I can have the test. I'm taking muscle relaxers and pain medication to alleviate as much pain as possible. But, the pain is not going away. So, I'm a little worried.
Back to the food, the ladies at work called Honey Baked Ham and had them deliver me half of a HAM, garlic mashed potatoes, green bean casserole and carrot cake. The kids and I dug in and enjoyed every bite. I work for an amazing place where we are family.
I am a little anxious about the results and I'm trying to put it in God's Hands, remembering that He won't bring me to something without bringing me through it, regardless of the outcome. And that He has all the control and He loves me and whatever happens, it's for a purpose and for His Glory. So with that, I just go forward and try to live the way it pleases Him.
I've had a wonderful day and feeling refreshed spiritually. Hope everyone has a great week and I appreciate any prayers. =)
In His Grace,
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Just a swanging
We've had a great weekend so far, other than Ryan's t-ball game being cancelled because of the Talladega race. One of the coaches on the opposing team works for Buffalo Rock a sponsor of Nascar. But the thing is, they didn't bother to tell us until we got to the park. Oh well, we needed the practice.
I've recently joined my high school alumni site catching up with friends that I went to high school with. It's great to see friends that I've not seen in years being Moms and Dads and where they are now. Surprisingly, a lot of the folks have stayed in the area, and a lot of them married people that we went to school with. Almost all of my friends are married, and it feels a little weird adding the status that I'm divorced. I feel different. =( Oh well, that's life and that's where God has me right now.
I'm looking forward to church tomorrow. I need to be recharged and spend some good time with the girls in my Sunday School class. They are all so wonderful and we are like a little family.
In His Grace,
Friday, April 25, 2008
A Baron's Birthday
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Our Trip to the Zoo
All the students were wearing their tie-dyed t-shirts with their handprints. We had a blast. We saw the new Butterfly Exhibit, looked at the alligators (man were they huge), sealions (one was barking like a dog), and of course the snakes.
We rode the train, where we met a grandmother, the nanny and a little girl named Olivia. I was so proud of Ryan. He has such nice manners, especially with older ladies. He was replying, yes ma'am, no ma'am, and thank you. I was grinning from ear to ear and on the inside too!
We talked about how God made all the animals and that Noah put the animals on the ark when the great flood destroyed the Earth. Ryan has grown so much this year.